The bitterness inside me oozes out like pus from an infected sore.
What have I done to deserve so little from you?
I watch others as they go shopping, joking, playing, loving.
Father/daughter dances, fatherly advice, the connection and bonding.
Is it really too much to ask to have that?
You have been this phantom in my life.
Am I delusional to allow this specter to infiltrate my heart and my mind one who so callously throws away something as precious as a daughter.
I try to push you out of my heart and my mind, but to no avail.
Resentment of what should be recurs like a herpes outbreak.
In a perfect world you would be there.
I would have the love and support from two instead of one.
Forgive your thoughtlessness, selfishness, and immaturity: I think not.
You should love me, take care of me, cherish me, show me, and be an example for me.
Instead of being the role model for what I should look for in my future mate,
you have shown me what to avoid.
I guess I can thank you for that .
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